White

White is the color of purity. The color of new snow or light from above. What we fail to see is that snow and light have impurities in them but seem to be the purest of all sights.
Shyness comes with this color but it is not a true shyness. Waiting patiently for others to notice them before they make their thoughts known, they tend to appear shy but in truth, they are very outspoken.
Virginal attitudes abound with these people. They feel pure no matter what they do. The virtue of purity is attributed to them by others as well, whether they deserve this characteristic or not. White feel they are right in their belief structures although they are not sure they want to discuss those beliefs with others. The fact that they know they are right is enough for them.

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Style of the year

Throught out my life, thing that I can be proud of, one is my Ielst and the other is my clothing store. However I always complain that its required inspiration and energy to have a good style. Among my mix match there are some very easy applicable ideas that I do repeatedly. They are 2 simple ideas you might want to have when you stand infront of your waredrobe and dont know what to wear.

1. Floral, complicated no hand shirt plus curved jean

The simple rule of contrast between long and short, dense and clear creates an appealing feeling when people look at you. For me, the trick is my top become more curved and flattered, when I show my shower and arm.

2. The little simple dark cotton dress and any kind of coat/ shirt

This is my fresh discovery ^^. I spent the whole night trying all of my shirt with it, so cute. I may have to wear it everyday as there are so many thing I can do with it
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Hay nam chat tinh yeu cua ban

Oi troi, ngay mai phai nop bai roi ma van chua viet duoc mot cai gi. Nhung luc nhu the nay thi minh cang thich phi pham thoi gio vao nhung chuyen vo bo. Nhu la xem lai 10 tap phim truyen hinh hay la doc tam su tren Vnexpress, kakaka

Bao nhieu nam nay minh da bi nhung bo phim truyen hinh lam cho mu mi. Van vay, giong nhu mot dua nhoc van tin vao happy ending va nguoi tot se chien thang ke xau trong chuyen co tich, thi tinh yeu dep de va ngot ngao cung se den voi mot co gai mo mong mot luc nao do.

Nhung cang cho doi, co luc minh da cam thay nghi ngo vao su ton tai cua thu tinh cam do. Chang phai thich nhau la duoc sao, chang phai minh thich ai do roi cung co the quen, va ai do thich minh roi vai thang sau se noi yeu say dam mot co gai khac sao? Nhung hinh nhu tinh yeu no nhieu hon the. Do la khi hai nguoi tim kiem duoc nhau giua cuoc doi rong lon dong duc nay. Chang phai rat ky dieu sao.

Co nhung nguoi lang le buong tay, nhu minh. Nhung cung co nhung nguoi may man co duoc mot soi day nao do va ho ket no moi ngay mot ben chat, dua vao nhung quan tam nho be, nhung viec thuong nhat ma nguoi yeu co the lam cho nhau. Neu da lam duoc nhu vay lai cang dang quy hon ca dieu ki dieu.

Nhung neu co song gio thi sao? Co ai se nhan ra duoc dau la hanh phuc that su cua minh va nam chat khong buong. Co ai se vi yeu ma san sang chiu dau de che cho cho nguoi kia? Co ai du dung khi de nam tay nhau vuot qua bao to, de moi ngay mot tran trong nhau hon?

Co qua nhieu gia thuyet tren doi nay, co qua nhieu loi khuyen ngan, qua nhieu vi du cua su that bai. Nhung co mot dieu khong the phu nhan do la suc manh cua niem tin. Co nguoi phu nu tin rang minh co the yeu thuong cham soc con rieng cua chong nhu con de, va chi da lam duoc. Co nguoi tin rang minh se xay dung duoc cuoc song hanh phuc cho nguoi phu nu cua minh , va ho cung lam duoc.

Tom lai minh muon noi la, neu tim duoc hanh phuc, hay nam chat khong buong va lay song gio lam thu thach de vuot qua chu khong phai noi tuyet vong va hoi han mai mai.

Chang trai trong mong cua toi

Nguoi dan ong dau tien cua toi, nguoi ma toi vo cung thich, thich tat ca ve anh, thich ca den nguoi ma anh yeu. Hinh anh cua anh tham chi da co trong giac mo cua toi khong duoi 1 lan.

Toi khong chi yeu ve ngoai cua mot nguoi nao do mot cach mu quang, toi tin ve ngoai noi len mot phan ben trong cua 1 nguoi. Toi tin toi xau xi vi ben trong toi con chua dep de. Anh la mau dan ong lang le tram mac, co le ca yeu duoi. Ve dep o anh la ve dep hoan hao co doc vo cung buon ba. Toi da mung ro biet bao khi biet anh co dc mot nguoi phu nu tot ben canh. Nhung co le anh chua du manh me de dem lai hanh phuc cho co ay. Hai nguoi chia tay. Co gai voi uoc mong manh liet ve tinh yeu va hanh phuc gia dinh ket hon chong vanh voi mot nguoi ma co nghi co the cho minh mot gia dinh. Tinh yeu voi co ay khong qua quan trong nua.

Anh bay gio cong bo anh da tung bi tram cam, anh da song mot cuoc song biet bao buon ba. Anh la mot nguoi chi mong cuoc song binh di yen lang ma lai bi day vao the gioi qua on ao xo bo. Thuong anh. Nhung cung gian anh. Anh da de mat mot nguoi con gai qua tot, khien cho co ay va ca anh, vinh vien khong co hanh phuc cua moi tinh trong sang. Anh da khong du thong minh, sang suot, manh me nghi luc.

Neu toi o ben canh anh ngay bay gio, toi se het vao mat anh rang, anh nen keo tay co gai ay di ngay, nen het suc no luc moi ngay, tro thanh mot nguoi manh me co the che cho cho co ay.

Nhung toi co the lam gi chu.

Tinh yeu la nam tay nhau that chat. Neu nhu do khong phai la cua toi, toi co co keo cung khong la cua toi. Yeu co the la mot thu tinh cam mu mo khong ro rang, nhung no cung co the la nhung gi nguoi ta danh cho nhau, lam duoc cho nhau. Neu nhu da co the vuot qua song gio, do se la cai gi do dang tran trong va ben chat.

Anh, nguoi dan ong buon va yeu duoi, da khong the co du manh liet de nam lay hanh phuc cua minh.

Toi hy vong se co the nhin thay anh hanh phuc mot lan nua.

Something worths my tear

Cant cry over pain , cant cry over loneliness, cant cry for evil people... there are not a lot of emotion running inside my heart ...

But for

 political

When you live all your life in peace and suddenly realize how miserable you are, how it is so difficult to breath and how realistic this life can be.

Another stupid guy thing, politics, then there are young man got shot and the readers got beaten. Now it is so obviously clear why the smartest are the one got killed first. And it is also obvious shame.

Personally I think there are not that much energy and passion in those people, they re too small, too scared, too boring. Most of the energy must have gone somewhere else, spreading all over the world, living for their own passion and good.

A few months before, all of these dont have anything to do with my life, but now , when the "out there" is so close, I m having a sense ... It s such an obstacle for my small-just-been-created passion.

Power, what is this that they so crazy about.

Boy's charm

I hate it when I like somebody and suddenly there is this great barrier : He already had a girl friend

Well, personal judgement, when I like someone, I see connection and potential. But it's too bad that all of these is no use

We gonna be like long distance friend, will talk with passion to each other, understanding and then there is no thing else

Such a waste of my emo

Hate it

Stay creative

Cosmetic wishlist _Tint moisturiser

It’s the new trend of daylight skincare!

It have spf sun protection, a lever of coverage and moisturising at the same time.

The first product I notice was Estee Lauder newly lauched

DayWear Sheer Tint Release Advanced Multi-Protection Anti-Oxidant Moisturizer SPF 15

http://www.esteelauder.com.au/daywear/index.tmpl

OMG, it’s even have antideoxidant ingredient. I might die of admiring

The most popular tint moisturiser is (according to About.com) Laura Mercie’s

oil free tinted moisturizer spf 20

In Style Best Beauty Buy - Best Tinted Moisturizer - April 2008

The other not-oil-free formular was better reviewed, but Im living in a highly humidity level area.

The above two are both extremely expensive 40- 60 bucks. I ll definitely try on those when I make money. There are the third of Neutrogena,

Neutrogena Healthy Skin Enhancer Tinted Moisturizer 1 fl oz (30 ml)

This one have good reviews, but dont have spf. All of the above are tint moituriser, which have a level of coverage, and coming in a range of skin tone to choose. My tone can be light to medium, sandy … or light beige, Im not sure.

Neutrogena recently have this

Visibly Even® Daily Moisturizer SPF 30

It is sound very good. Im considering. We wound have to worry about colour/tone with this one .

Im wearing no make up now, because of my sensitive skin. However, tint moisturiser is a convenient product in the future. Notice In highly humid weather, its better to use mineral powder to abstract the oil

Please trust me

I was just not trustworthy enough to gain her reliance. She was just a girl with any normal feeling and me simply listen doesn't give a sense of being heard.

Living with just a nice heart, a warm smile is simply not enough. I want to be able to give a hand to protect and lift up the one I care.

Tôi đã quên đi mục đích chính của chuyến đi lớn.

Khi nằm quằn quại ở nhà , sống không có mục đích và luôn chịu đựng sự dằn vặt của bản thân, những nhắc nhở ngao ngăn của người lớn, tôi thật sự biết mình cần phải làm gì đó.

Cuộc sống sẽ có ý nghĩa gì đây, tôi sẽ làm gì kế tiếp , đó là những câu hỏi tôi đặt ra khi cảm nhận ngưỡng cửa vào đời sắp tới gần, quãng thời gian đi học vô lo đang ngắn lại từng ngày. Đó là chút chông chênh vô nghĩa. Nếu như cuộc sống mà không biết mình phải làm gì và không được hạnh phúc, đó chỉ là tồn tại.

Đối với tôi sống là được cảm nhận, được thấu hiểu. Những ngày dài nhàm chán khiến cho những mới mẻ trở nên đặc biệt tươi sáng. Những trải nghiệm nhỏ đem đến ý nghĩa lớn cho những kiến thức vốn có. Hạnh phúc của sẻ chia , quan tâm đến bạn bè và niềm vui khi được trò chuyện tâm đắc cũng khiến tôi mừng vui vì may mắn của mình. Cuộc sống là hạnh phúc nhỏ bé, là yêu những gì mình có và những người xung quanh mình, là biết đâu là thứ quý giá. Hạnh phúc của lương tâm, sự thanh thản khả kính, cái nhìn nhân hậu và những nụ cười.

Nhưng mỗi ngày cuộc sống trao cho ta vô vàn điều mới mẻ, mà ta không thể một lúc nhắm sự chú ý của mình đến tất cả. Có lúc tôi tập trung vào cảm xúc và niềm vui, nhưng quả thật , thời gian dành cho công việc, học tập cũng quan trọng không kém. Sự tập trung vui chơi thì dễ dàng, nhưng công việc và những giá trị lâu dài mà nó đem lại thật vô cùng quan trọng, và cũng thật khó khăn để có thể có thể tập trung làm việc...

Trong vòng xoay của thế giới mới, tư tưởng con người thật sự có sự xoay chuyển. Những xoay chuyển này đóng vai trò quan trọng trong công cuộc lâu dài biến chúng ta thành những con người trưởng thành và đáng tôn trọng. Tuy nhiên tư tưởng là một thứ yếu mềm cần nâng đỡ. Như ai đó nói "Có thực mới vực được đạo". Anh muốn có một chỗ đứng để người khác lắng nghe mình, thì anh phải làm việc miệt mài. Nếu chỗ đứng của anh ko thay đổi, tư tưởng của anh có thể bị đẩy lùi khi tất cả mọi người đều đang đi lên.

Vậy thì ngày hôm nay, tôi nhận thức rằng, cuộc sống cũng là những cuộc đấu tranh không ngừng nghỉ. Khi nhỏ tôi đấu tranh để học hành không bị quá tồi tệ, khi lớn hơn đấu tranh để không bị coi thường trên nhiều phương diện xã hội hơn, sau này là cuộc đấu tranh để có 1 gia đình hạnh phúc, rồi lại đấu tranh để giữ gìn gia đình, bên ngoài thì đấu tranh chống nền kinh tế bấp bênh, đấu tranh cho ước mơ nghề nghiệp. Đấu tranh để vươn lên trong xã hội, để không ngừng dịch chuyển và tiến bộ.

Nếu tôi nắm được 50% thành công nhờ sự lạc quan, thì 50% còn lại chính là ý chí, lòng kiên trì dũng cảm theo đuổi con đường của mình tin tưởng. Tôi có sự khởi đầu rạng rỡ ánh sáng niềm tin, thì tôi không thể để thứ ánh sáng ấy yếu dần mỗi cơn phong ba bão táp. Thời gian, những yếu tố con người bên ngoài có thể làm tôi ngừng tin tưởng vào hạnh phúc hay không. Số phận và những trò đùa ngẫu nhiên có đóng vai trò gì. Tôi hiểu những yếu tố tâm lý cũng như môn toán học, chắc chắn sẽ có những ảnh hưởng nhất định. Như trí nhớ là một ví dụ rõ ràng chẳng hạn ^^.

Khi nằm quằn quại ở nhà , sống không có mục đích và luôn chịu đựng sự dằn vặt của bản thân, những nhắc nhở ngao ngán của người lớn, tôi thật sự biết mình cần phải làm gì đó. Đó là bản năng tranh đấu và sinh tồn. Nằm trong chăn ấm, tôi biết như vậy sẽ không giúp tôi tồn tại trong tương lai, khi tất cả mọi người xung quanh mình đang dịch chuyển. Ham muốn về vị trí xã hội của tôi có giá trị như một vũ khí trước cuộc sống thay đổi mạnh của hiện đại.

Có những người có thể điềm đạm mà sống, có thể an nhiên ko rung động trước cuộc đời. Tôi công nhận họ mạnh. Họ thông minh, hiểu biết hơn tôi nhiều mặt, họ học khi nhỏ mà không tốn mấy khó khăn. Họ có thể tập trung tốt, rút kinh nghiệm khá hơn tôi nhiều. Khả năng quyết định cũng nhanh gọn hơn khi họ không bị thu hút bởi quá nhiều thứ và không biết đâu là điểm trọng như tôi. Quả thật, nếu làm công việc bình thường nhạt nhẽo thì còn có khả năng che dấu, nhưng nếu tiến theo con đường quá nhiều tham vọng thì hở sườn và hậu quả của nó tôi cũng đang chờ đợi mỗi ngày. Điều đáng nói là tôi đang trong thời kì suy nghẫm trc ngã 3 đường. Tư tưởng mới mẻ và mạnh mẽ hơn những ngừoi thông minh hơn đã đi qua quãng này rồi và ko còn nhiều nhiệt và lửa. Tôi còn mong muốn hiệu chỉnh bản thân, còn hy vọng vào điều kì diệu.

Tóm lại, tôi cần biết mình đang trong cuộc tranh đấu của bản thân, biết rõ mục đích chính của từng thời kì và tỉnh táo để kiên trì hoàn thành mục tiêu đó. Chuyến đi để trưởng thành mang nhiều ý nghĩa. Tư tưởng thì cũng có nhưng thực tế thì có phần còn nặng hơn. Phần này làm còn chưa được bao nhiêu hết. Thực tế là tôi còn là một con bé con. Tuy đã có tinh thần xông pha không ngại khổ và không ngại nổ, nhưng cơ thể còn gầy gò, thói quen còn lộn xộn, ăn mặc còn lôi thôi, làm việc còn chưa chu đáo, học hành còn dang dở, thành tích thì lại càng chưa có. Kiến thức về sức khỏe, làm đẹp tich lũy kha khá, mà lại như xưa , có học không có hành. Tủ quần áo thì tích một đống mà vẫn còn thói sinh hoạt không giờ giấc, ra dường không có thời gian mà làm cho tóc tai gọn gàng. Miệng nói muốn làm việc này việc kia mà những phong thái làm việc nhỏ hàng ngày đều là trì hoãn, quên lãng hoặc bất lực. Bài vở không làm mà thời gian thì tự cho phép mình phung phí. Ăn uống chưa đâu vào đâu mà vẫn ung dung tự dựa vào việc đã tăng cân mà dừng cố gắng...

Cuộc sống là không chờ đợi, là không hỗi tiếc, là không ngừng cố gắng. Nếu là con người thiếu thốn nhiều thứ từ vật chất đến tinh hoa như tôi, chỉ có thể nói là cố gắng không ngừng cố gắng, hơn cả người khác mà thôi. Đời không bao giờ phụ ai cả, con đường dài tích cóp sẽ cho bạn một asset đáng giá về sau. Chắc chắn là sự cố gắng nỗ lực sẽ đem lại kết quả. Kết quả lâu dài thì cần sự kiên trì không bỏ cuộc.

Nếu thấy đc ý nghĩa của việc đang làm tôi sẽ không bỏ cuộc ^^.

Judgement day

It is possible to have one day like this, when a wave can wipe out a city and you would be one of the ingredient of the huge sea.

But it also means a chance...

I have always waited till the last chance, when there is no more hope

But an ending day didnt happen means we have a little time left. And if we want to do smt before coming back to the simple and weak, we might want to do it now

I may be lucky enough to live a long happy life, talk and have fun with family and friend, discover new wisdom and meet interesting people. And spend most of my life try to make life more beautiful

But I may happen to be one of the being wiped out, having my weak soul departed from my strong subtain body, having no brain to store memory and learn any more. I hope not. Because I have the feeling I can do smt, and I still havent do it. I havent marked my reason to be existed.

All of my decisions change when considering of the end. I should be closer to my family and friend, so I can be with them, have many more good time. Well long term should be considered, but I know where my heart belong in the moment of life and death.

The break up day

I gave up the extreme feeling  have for some one, to get a bit of sadness, slightly appear. But I take in the whole world of sense afterward. 

The 1st night, I found out there are many other relationship, and they are never been "feel". I give out all my feeling for someone who cant not sense all of it, while other people didnt have the chance to get to my heart.

 

I understand now why she was so glad when she know im in love

So that night I openly talk to friends, really care about them, really pay my attention toward their feeling. I stop feeling annoy and empty when people buzz me. I would stop the movie just to talk to them. I care about relationship for the first time.

Well, you know how I only love and trust my family and her. Its was negative. I have a whole bunch of people to open my heart to now. Not the whole world,as I also realize in another event, but never mind. So, I can stay way from twitter and other kind of method to keep the feeling for my self, instead, I would try to share it with one who can understand, if possible. So I spend lots of time on facebook, share my findings, my thoughts. Thus I can keep people who I rarely make connection, keep their connection with me.

The 2nd day, I woke up feeling so refresh, and from then on, I feel the CURRENT happiness. All my unspeakable concern now become speakable. All the words without meaning having its meaning now. And I would search them all. 

I will help people if I want to, share what im thinking, glad to be welcome, and catch the chance to to new things. 

The 3rd day I spent watching Disney movie, listen to music and write. i realize who I am, how I sense thing. Im the extreme type. I am happy to find the extreme part of happiness and fun and feeling and love. Those are difficult to catch, also difficult to sustain. But beautiful. Some people are more subtle, but also sensitive, they would like to search for lower rhythm, one that remaining.

So by the 4th day, I have nothing elso to do, except to come back with my study. Happy to find study interesting again.

Grade assure you success?

Mainly discuss was how graduates find job with good qualification, but i was off topic, so inspired to talk about how happiness inside also important as the out look of money and position

Success does not just only about career, its involve the peace inside, also the wisdom of life. If you spend too much focus on your career, you may lose the chance, time and mind to consider those thing also. 

Like when a student spend the whole time digging the book, he cant have enough time to hang around with friend, gain social experience and soft skills like communication, corporation, also understanding of the human kind. Worse, he might say, i dont have time for love :(. 

Like a business man, spending all his effort to get to his ultimate goal, even one that may contradict ethical values. Whatever sensitiveness he build in his youth, may lost as he throwing a way his value to achieve a visual goal. The thing Im saying that, he may become less and less human.

Focusing on grade, sound very innocent huh? But what if, what if it lead to worse negative effect. What if by a simple statement, but made by the whole society, it can turn a person into that:

A heartless captain, order killing and attacking vulnerable, unarmed people, just so he gain  sense of success, just to earn a few more GDP from fishing and tourism for his country?  Can he understand the pain of war and the value of peace? When the world is already on its edge, when nature is giving enough punishment... Where is the HEART???

 A young leader losing his sense, crazily searching for recognition, qualification for his future career then forget about the fact that there are his member needing guide, tasks assignment also. He ended up doing stupid things that nobody can forgive, base on that simple incentive that he find so reasonable: to gain success.

They have mistranslated success and mistranslated the meaning of their job!!!!!

Success is when you pushed to the ground and you have enough strength to stand up. You have enough wisdom to know the meaning of living and do not kill yourself just because you lost every physical material belonging. You have enough inspiration to live with your career, happily. You love and breath in the world every day.

It is not about making comparison and jealous, feeling inferior  and upset, miserly climbing, trying, but never get satisfied. Also, it's not about being at the top and lonely, insecured of being turned down.

Wisdom of general science is so important. It make our world moving forward, more convenient, happier. But school didnt tell us that. They stuffed us with math, physics, chemics without giving us the inspration to study. Or giving a very wrong reason, to get high mark.

I love it every time I get high score, I always try to do so. Just work, and you will get a result. Other than spending time meaninglessly, Id love to do some thing I can see the result obviously. And grade,it s so motivational, the recognition for my hard work make me work harder and happier.

But even though they re happy I'm a smart kid, mom and dad never give me any kind reward :)) Not only because I was already happy enough, and they was not surprised, but I think also because they do not use grade to evaluate their child. :) Thanks mom and dad, love you.

The reason why GDP should be high, its because a government is responsible to make their people have a high living standard. The reason why a company search for your extra curriculum activities is because they want to look at you as a person rather than a student, if what you been doing is matching their job description. As a politic, you should only care about how to make people happy, not killing some to get a high number in your report. As a leader, should care about team mems and help them out. As a graduate searching for job, you just need enough passion for your career. 

That's the ideal. I know the world is not as reasonable as me. But what meant to be is meant to be. I live with my value and let me be.

Fool for love- Để mai tính

It's another Vietnamese movie that I think have high level of attraction to general audiane (simple, easy going like me). The plot was a simple solid, classical love vs money type, so popular in Vietnam. However, with great care to the beautiful luxury background and the high light of solid characters ( all of them :0) people pleased to sit and watch.

Main success was the lead actress, too pretty and elegance, watching her hair is already interesting enough for me ;)) . The more important matter is that the movie amke me agree with about The crazy fool love no one can agree with :))

So simple, so close, so sincere and foolish

It's romance, a thing that is up in the air

Missing u

Missing u
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Today in our terrible philosophy class, we discuss all kind of weird stuff, back and forth, round in circle, none will have definite answer, frustrating at some point and open minded at other. So a small phase was raised, is love exist?

In term of philosophy, I must say it's just a belief girl would hold, hormon reaction for boy and fiction for artist. The simplicity of liking each other , is not as important as really care about the one you love. The reaction, overwhelming feeling will come to an end. 

But do we need some specific one in this one in this world to hang on to, to rely on mentally and emotionally. 

Is there a chance that you would meet some one make you happy. Or that hapiness is what you created your self? The matching of personalties, perception , habits, culture... is it important?

Ok, so knowledge is kidda with certainty, proven, and believing is personal. But if they keep doubt everything...

What i wanna say is if you see a chance, take it, prove it by your experiment. If you beliving something happened, a spark or so, go for it. That is so called Inductive knowledge if im not wrong ^"^. it's not totally right, its not universal, but its how most thing discovered, from the specific, to the general.

And lonelinesss is not fun. 

Now you have all friends and gangs

But Seriuously i dun think i would care about each of my friend that much when i got older. 

All im saying is, could you ask her out?

Like a special friend would do

And make it a fresh calm new beginning?

To share your weights, to raise your life?

AGH

Today I get to school in a lousy mood, not active, not cool at all. And I figure most of the time I am like that. So I met friend at class, we say hello , lousily, then he turn into another person and talk. Suddenly I feel mad, not mad mad, just abit annoying. After class i leave, still feel bad. I often feel bad without a clear reason, obviously my brain didnt function well. So after a long day, until now, I know the problem. It's jealousy, that my friend can communicate, can think of stuff to chat about, when i m sitting there, do nothing. So jealous, i know im not here to sit in my chair, listen and do nothing, but im still the one holding myself back let laziness control.

Time when I do too much, time when  do too little, i prefer too much. Thank you.

Communication is my problem at home, but here, the obstacle raised. What ind of stuff to talk in random everyday cases, I have no idea, like, open a chi chat with the one sit next to you, when to say "excuse me, can I sit here " or what's next to say after you have talked about name and major and where you from.

Furthermore, sustain a relationship with a person you have gained good impression is difficult. Do I suppose to taxt them ever now and then? Or ask them out? Treat them with food? Oh, it s so much easier at home, i guess, people met all the time at class.

I guess as I question and concern about the matter, I would find a way to improve it. FIY I havent have a standard chat with anyone in English here, except for some text message to the friend dedicated at the beginning.

Sense

I just want to write a post that is short, solid idea, to the point, with addition colour of irony . I hope this post will reach the first goal

Journey, after 3 weeks reflection

Let see

I remember a good walk to discover the city at night, walk and walk, and after 2hr and a haft, I still feel so energized like, can walk for other 2 hours. That's is the excitement I remember to have of meseft, and the energy I expected to have here. I have a lot of trip with friend, still that night trip was for us 2 only pure discovery.

i remember a storm on the 2nd night we arrived, forst time be out at night, like, I would never leave home if I know it would be like this. But after all, it's just a storm. It s the beginning of all the obstacle on our way, like little assignment, to make us grow.

Remember first time i see 3 friend appear at the conner of the road, and the next few hours, we re already like brothers and sisters. The brotherhood of 5 people in a brand new world.

Remember the shock of being kick out of the first stop, then calmly move out of it, the lost of first 325 bucks . The feeling was "no, i dont want to deal with it, Im too tired and insecure" and then " it would come anyway"

Remember how I happy I was when I found the new house, with reliable people, all the qualities I was looking for, and above all, I found it !!! With abit of luck, all of the house I was unable to connect back home was suddenly all open ^"^. After all the stress, and thoughts, and worry, now I come back to a worry free person, whose main thought was which guy will be my future boyfriend.
On that day, I heard my friend talk about how much i smile, jump and all kind of expression.

And I m being friend with the one I like to be friend with, he is still at a likeable distance, so I wont get bored or suspect, also, with random texts, to make sure we are connected. I think this will last.

Terribly miss WooYoung, so cute so cute

Remember how happy and touched I was when I know how my family love me, with letter, care, and calls. now it come back to norm, but still, we talk more than ever .

I'm thankful for the people who help me settle down an get to know the city. Still, I dont know the manner. I should watch and learn from Woo Young ^"^.

before a journey

It's all begin with a raw, pure , burning belief. The image that a child build when he was young. The inception . That s how everything in his life will be lead to.

However, in his journey, the child learn. He get more clear of his purpose, understand the route that he can go, an find it gradually easier to get to the goal

But the desire, should be the same, should be young, powerful and help him hang on whenever he need it.

Ted has quite a journey with his psycho romantic sense, begin by keep saying "I love you " to the girl he just met to some one stay quite calm when his bride left him on the wedding day. A lot cooler, and still cute.

I want to watch every episode, laugh and learn and navigate people. But I also want to experience it. The most impressive thing I ever say to a guy is that: I want to do a lot of things before I die. Yeah. That s gonna be my purpose.

I have the pure belief inside, that the world is a beautiful place , the people I meet will be incredible, lucks will happens and human are always kind. I gonna twist facts to make it into what I believe, no matter what. And there is love, I want to believe.

I ve always been shy, ever since I was small, cause I stuck to the idea that I AM INFERIOR. oh, still, yes I am, inferior.But That give me the reason to move on, not to stand alone and scare. The happiest moment in my life, is when I feels like Im good at something, I can handle things. It s not happen all the time, and I m losing the motivation to make it happen. That s the original reason for any change I wanna make. I will go to wind and storm, dare to do crazy thing for that feeling. I am a thriller.

I am sorry Im still that unstable and always in need of something else. But I m looking for commitment , in my way to find stabilization. I need to keep my head down to earth, control my daily activities, take some responsibility, work hard all day and sleep well, really have some emotional breakdown, so I can be really sympathy with people. That is the plan.

No, I have no plan of hanging around, taking picture, or meeting boys. I just hope that I find true friend, who personality I can learn, I who understand what I talk, without too much effort. Thus my life would be nice, as I can be myself with somebody.

That is about the journey, what's about what I left behind?

I am so so happy that my little sister act nice and mature lately. She may thought that she is mature , but because she never show it to me, I have no proof and keep worrying. I just hope that my leaving, the leaving of a big sister, who took all the cute , favorite kids of mom and dad ( that's what she thinks) will help.

Mom and dad, yeah, they will have alot to worry. But I will make them proud. I wanna be surprise of my self as well.

Friends? I have this very wet thought lately: God will always be in our heart. No matter where I go, I take this small piece of heart with me. And yahoo, of course, yei 3G!

I have this cute gang at school for along time. Some of them I adore, some of them always in my head, even if I want to take him out. I forget all the mess between us, and really hope he do well. As long as he find it happy, do it his way. Destiny of an pubic accountant I guess.

Anyway, remember my favourite idol lately Lizzy of Afterschool, future queen of variety show? Some body say: "I wonder who can hate her". That is what I want to be talked about too. Sorry, too blondy, but yes, thats me. The sad stories mean that I have to keep trying, I havent work hard enough to be a cool person, have not behave well enough and have not take care of my friend enough. Truth is, I have never try to talk with the trouble guy un til its too late to say anything.

I also left some guys ;)) I know you are good, just that I'm not ready to give up my freedom. I wanna wait for something worth it. Dont get me wrong, romantic and cute doesnt means an easy target. By the way, dont just give up like that, I know you not need it that bad, but, dont think girl are difficult, or, too good for you. That's stupid. If you want it, do something, if your girl need persuasion, take it slow and consistent. If its really desperate, keep your head high and cool. Be a man. And talk to me, I will do the consulting.

 too much blah blah already :)