Something worths my tear

Cant cry over pain , cant cry over loneliness, cant cry for evil people... there are not a lot of emotion running inside my heart ...

But for

 political

When you live all your life in peace and suddenly realize how miserable you are, how it is so difficult to breath and how realistic this life can be.

Another stupid guy thing, politics, then there are young man got shot and the readers got beaten. Now it is so obviously clear why the smartest are the one got killed first. And it is also obvious shame.

Personally I think there are not that much energy and passion in those people, they re too small, too scared, too boring. Most of the energy must have gone somewhere else, spreading all over the world, living for their own passion and good.

A few months before, all of these dont have anything to do with my life, but now , when the "out there" is so close, I m having a sense ... It s such an obstacle for my small-just-been-created passion.

Power, what is this that they so crazy about.