Daddy

Yesterday, daddy come home after 6 days on a line business trip. He look exhausted, but happy, and success.

Suddenly I feel like I'm this man's daughter

And I been always know, the love between a father and his daughter is the best love in the universe

I have it, and I'm happy.

All the tree climbing game, the scratching feet and ... a lot. Daddy is huge and incredible , and sweet and funny in my memory. (even though latter I found out he is just a mess like any man)

Life keep rolling , daddy got old, and daughter grow up, she might forget the love her father gave and the beautiful time they had a few decades ago... But the feeling , the connection will last.

:) never thought I would say this, but, daddy, I love you.

Don't forget

Yesterday I had a silly dream, I have them everyday. The special thing is, weather I remember them :P. So, last night, I saw my self cross over the dark, grey, full of fog morning, alone, very scary, but I felt ok. Im good at searching road. It's in my instinct. Then over the fog, there is the dawn coming, the first light of the day. The most beatiful thing of the universe. I stopped to take picture and there's a lot of friends coming out. Im not alone anymore, and Im confident, strong, funny and all. Still bad at posing , though.

So, it's just a nice dream. It's just travel, risk searching, beautiful moment, capturing and fun. Smt I like. Summer is comming and yei, Im gonna do it

Talking about capturing, I take out my camera and look at it. Poor my camera, I treat it like shit these day. Dirt all over the lense. I will take care of it from now on. By capturing.

So i search through the room and found smt amazing thing I wanna promote

This is my favourite lip balm. Not only the moiturising, but also the incredible smell. Rasbery is the best, like no other.

Every brand will have a few extraordinary product. I 'd like to search for them

This is my heart shape charm. Got it from a vender for ... more then 1 buck. It's not the price that make the value, babe!

The secret about it would never been told. But Im happy I have the faith kept.

A few (12) beautiful bracelets I got from Chap Va, a nice shop with decoration and music and piano. It's small and teenager but teenagers with taste.

I should have more of my clothing there. These chain are too complex when you wanna put them on.

Show my cat

There are a few things I love in this world, like my cat. She is funny, sexy and cute all the time

I thought my life would go by get bored of her face, but no

As a detective, it is her mission to discover every corner of the house

As a model, she knows how to pose, how to looks nature and innocent

As a friend, she will live along with my mess. ( I actually have 2 cats, they are both white, but the guy looks less cute )

As a star, she has to deal with paparazies everywhere

As a cat, she just makes me fall in love every day

She will be in my heart, every time I think of CAT

Love you, my Meomeo

(yes, I did try to put a lot of bows, laces and others on her)

Bonus: Fun fact about Meomeo

1. She does little pee on toilet , and doesn't mind if you stare

2. She loves chasing stuff and bring it back (a DOG things, FYI). But she is so high that she ignore easy threw

3. Her love of life is not me. She is very loyal and follow the one she loves in every step. I may die jealous if I'm not me.

10 things you should do WHEN FALLING DOWN

It is so easy to fall into depression in this stressful, cruel world. Yesterday, you were the wosrt student in the group and tomorrow a good boy slips over your hand. So, you just don't want to smile , no need to mention your mind wandering in the the darkness of grief. This thing is normal and you should deal with it.

So with some personal experiences, this is a psychological remedies for those who need it

1. Friend

It's not that talk the things out would makes you feel better. Everyone knows that talking just do not solve anything unless you sit with a therapist. Like me. However, hanging out and talking in general help your ( especially women) brain gives out a chemical which makes you feel comforted and better.

They said that you should hang with the guy who may has positive affect to your mood. This funny buddy might may be the endless source of jokes and you cant help laughing being with him. On the other hand, he might be just some who match your sense and you guy have fun criticize all the girl in campus together.

2. Eat good food

Believe me, the happiness of good , delicious stuff does not only full your stomach. It fulfills your emptiness as well

3. Dress yourself new: It works with me

4. Listen to good music. No soul, no sad

My depressing list is Glee OST. Lean on me, Stand by you, Smile all are awesome.

5. Care about the other you didnt have time to care

I mean family. A young girl 's life now is all about school, friends and boys. But the closest people in this world you have are family, baby.

6. Work out

Work hard and get exhausted on something

7. New direction_ live with a purpose

This is a dream come true if you can stand up and find your true purpose of life, to stand up for it. ( I meant to repeat that "stand up")

8. Make a new friend

Just to find new concept, or old attitudes that you forgot.

9. I been thinking on that. Anyway,you know, 10 is a nice number, so I put it on the title. So dont expect . My tips are just that

10. Told ya, no more tip

Any way there is an ad. Next post: me make clothing.