I made a terrible mistake today

:( How I m gonna survive?

All the mess I create by myself  :(

Song of the day: Terrified -Katherine McPhee
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=un60RISzE-A

Hanging around with perfect people

Hanging around with perfect people and too concentrating people for so long, I forget how imperfect people should act and how a dynamic soul should walk.

Yes, they give me some interest, like the old me used to have.
Act like somebody else
Go out of the box
Just to know how lame you are or how not lame you are.
Because I am curious, and excited

Once again, I want to have the energy
God
Please bless me

P/s Song of the day:

I'd rather be with you

Joshua Radin

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aAJfhZamFmo

Recipe of the day: Shrimp and glass noodle salad

Suite of the day: Nice light pear pinkshirt. Curly hair. Dot headband

Sakura

is my favorite word in Janpanese

Handi craft

(This post is a response to a offensive tweet-in-the-blog of somebody)

There is somebody saying that, a sentence with the wise worth  a thousand time than reading a book. This is a matter of inspiration. This is why I try every means to sit with the right teacher. This is why I m angry with people who say my fav teacher is boring. This is why I show to much adore to people I like. They deserve it, with all the quality they have. I am the one who value valuable thing.

So, there is a cute wise tell me about the power of training. Week can be trained into strong. Struggle can be turn into Smooth. Short term memory can be trained into  Eran Katz ( my mom is a fan of him).

I am a collection of every single bad habits in the world. The only thing I have, good, in meself is a bright , open mind, willing to take on adorable concept and try to make a better person out of all the mess.

The favorite word mommy like to describe me, after pretty is lazy. I admit that I am week, not physically, but mentally. I dont like thing that I have to try hard to success. I am unluckily having a very quick, adoptable mind, and easily success in some tiny field. The more I success, the more I enjoy the field and left out all other the fields I  may be good at, but never try. That is a shame. I could have been a beautiful ballet dancer if I am a stronger kid, who dare to continue to force her leg straight.

So continue with the lazy thing, not trying hard enough, I have bad result with most of thing related to hand ( my feet is long, another advantage, make thing like run and dance easy for me. and, my  brain is good, so there is handi thing left).

 I really really like clothing, so I began this trouble sewing. THe beginning was rough, I cant work with neither the machine, the thread or needle. Real bad. But, after some very stressful hour, while my friend, the successful bad at nothing go so smooth, I finally make myself a pant. IT cute, simple and different. Happy. Many months have passed by, and I m still havent got it smooth as my friend, but go over the old me. There is progress. There is result if you are willing to take the hard work.

 People will have to admire you if you are twice as good as them even though they dont like you ( Ms Rice)

 Im not twice as good at anything, but I know, people must highly value achievement.

And I wont say no to anything, because I know I can do everything.